Moody

[lillilah]

Wednesday, I went to the doctor (for stomach). I need a bunch of tests. I'm not thrilled, but I do need the tests. He suggested some probiotics and antispasmodics. We'll see if they help. I did have an antispasmodic when I was a teen that worked well, but it turns out that it was also a sedative. An addictive one. Supposedly, you couldn't take enough for it to be a problem, because it would screw up your stomach more, but I was pretty pissed when I found out. Anyway, I'm not jumping to conclusions yet. I am kind of stressed by it all, though. So yesterday was totally lost to me trying to deal with the anxiety. Today was a bit better, and while I didn't get tons done, I did manage to clean up some more in the garden and do some watering. The okra is doing great! My sage, echinacea, and maybe rosemary sprouts are still alive! I need to plant another batch of seeds in the pot that didn't get anywhere. A lot of these are super hard to get started. That's fine. There are a lot of seeds.