ONE YEAR of abstinence from alcohol

Feb. 22nd, 2026 12:36 pm
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 HEY EVERYBODY!

Thanks for finding me here, again!  I hope you are all thriving

I turned 56 last month.

I had some engine trouble,  actually let's call it a catastrophic failure, my 2007 toyota tacoma blew a head gasket, and left me with a very expensive repair, in Redding.  I was headed to Los Angeles to see my brother read poetry at Beyond Baroque, as he has just released a book, of poetry!  So I had to cut my trip short, and I've been pretty anxious since then.

My pinky finger on my right hand was injured very badly on a hike, way back in october.  I'm getting therapy for the finger, but it will likely never go all the way straight again..... the finger dislocated so badly, at the 2nd knuckle, its been almost four months, the finger is still swollen and sensitive.  The Orthopedist has me in finger casts, which will progessively straighten out the finger.  it hurts like a MF

I'm back in the trailer at the broom shop.  I'm paying rent for Atlas (my daughter), so I'm not able to save any money right now, despite living simply

I got myself a full suspension mountain bike, but haven't had chance to ride it with all my running around to fix my truck, and some medical appointments, and working as much as I can.

It's been SO long since I posted an update here, I dated a woman for a few months over the summer, she got me more into mountain biking.  We've broken up, but I still have a lot of strong feelings about this woman.  That probably needs its own post.  She's a selkie, and I'm afraid I'll have to take her skin and hide it from her, if I want to keep her in my life.  She's also hardcore into astrology, and I just don't subscribe to that jive.  She's forceful about it, and it reminds me of religious dogma, I don't have space in my life for things that are not science-based 
Other than that,

Atlas graduates from Portland State University this summer, 
James is working hard at StormBreaker Brewing in Portland

I'm doing a twice weekly music object with a friend, hopefully more about that later,
and LPM is playing at Cowfish Dance Club for St Patrick's Day, for our 3rd year in a row.  I really wish they'd practice more before, but they are ALL (but not me) evolved in Musical Monster Friends, and other music endeavors.  So I will sing a few numbers at the Cowfish show again, but I won't have high hopes that the group will learn any new songs....

My cancer treatments were completed almost 18 months ago.  I am still cancer-free, and I have an update/check up with my oncologist tomorrow.

The USA is in real trouble, folks.  I will have to make a completely separate post for all of that.  Stay tuned.

Love,
Mertz
 

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Feb. 18th, 2026 11:16 am
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Something strange happened to my body about a half an hour ago. I almost fainted I guess. I had been walking my dog who noticed a couple of geese and didn't want to move. I sat and stayed with him for a moment. Then picked him up (he is very wee) to carry him a few feet so we could continue our walk but as I started to stand with him my vision began to strobe. I somehow managed to sit back down for a moment still holding him then tried again and slowly made my way back to my door all the while with everything bright and my point of focus hyper defined.

As soon as I made it in I called out for my husband who came down got me an ice water and escorted me upstairs. I've thrown up once since. My body still feels strange. Everything is still bright. In the moment, I thought I might die, I had a near death experience about 17 years ago now when this started to happen it felt and looked the same, the shuttering of light, the clear cognitive disconnect from... something. My Vessel? I was untethered. I don't think I want to die yet though I am desprately saddened by our collective situation.

I'm going to try to rest. Maybe sleep will help. I feel so strange.
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Back in August of 2025, we announced a temporary block on account creation for users under the age of 18 from the state of Tennessee, due to the court in Netchoice's challenge to the law (which we're a part of!) refusing to prevent the law from being enforced while the lawsuit plays out. Today, I am sad to announce that we've had to add South Carolina to that list. When creating an account, you will now be asked if you're a resident of Tennessee or South Carolina. If you are, and your birthdate shows you're under 18, you won't be able to create an account.

We're very sorry to have to do this, and especially on such short notice. The reason for it: on Friday, South Carolina governor Henry McMaster signed the South Carolina Age-Appropriate Design Code Act into law, with an effective date of immediately. The law is so incredibly poorly written it took us several days to even figure out what the hell South Carolina wants us to do and whether or not we're covered by it. We're still not entirely 100% sure about the former, but in regards to the latter, we're pretty sure the fact we use Google Analytics on some site pages (for OS/platform/browser capability analysis) means we will be covered by the law. Thankfully, the law does not mandate a specific form of age verification, unlike many of the other state laws we're fighting, so we're likewise pretty sure that just stopping people under 18 from creating an account will be enough to comply without performing intrusive and privacy-invasive third-party age verification. We think. Maybe. (It's a really, really badly written law. I don't know whether they intended to write it in a way that means officers of the company can potentially be sentenced to jail time for violating it, but that's certainly one possible way to read it.)

Netchoice filed their lawsuit against SC over the law as I was working on making this change and writing this news post -- so recently it's not even showing up in RECAP yet for me to link y'all to! -- but here's the complaint as filed in the lawsuit, Netchoice v Wilson. Please note that I didn't even have to write the declaration yet (although I will be): we are cited in the complaint itself with a link to our August news post as evidence of why these laws burden small websites and create legal uncertainty that causes a chilling effect on speech. \o/

In fact, that's the victory: in December, the judge ruled in favor of Netchoice in Netchoice v Murrill, the lawsuit over Louisiana's age-verification law Act 456, finding (once again) that requiring age verification to access social media is unconstitutional. Judge deGravelles' ruling was not simply a preliminary injunction: this was a final, dispositive ruling stating clearly and unambiguously "Louisiana Revised Statutes §§51:1751–1754 violate the First Amendment of the U.S. Constitution, as incorporated by the Fourteenth Amendment of the U.S. Constitution", as well as awarding Netchoice their costs and attorney's fees for bringing the lawsuit. We didn't provide a declaration in that one, because Act 456, may it rot in hell, had a total registered user threshold we don't meet. That didn't stop Netchoice's lawyers from pointing out that we were forced to block service to Mississippi and restrict registration in Tennessee (pointing, again, to that news post), and Judge deGravelles found our example so compelling that we are cited twice in his ruling, thus marking the first time we've helped to get one of these laws enjoined or overturned just by existing. I think that's a new career high point for me.

I need to find an afternoon to sit down and write an update for [site community profile] dw_advocacy highlighting everything that's going on (and what stage the lawsuits are in), because folks who know there's Some Shenanigans afoot in their state keep asking us whether we're going to have to put any restrictions on their states. I'll repeat my promise to you all: we will fight every state attempt to impose mandatory age verification and deanonymization on our users as hard as we possibly can, and we will keep actions like this to the clear cases where there's no doubt that we have to take action in order to prevent liability.

In cases like SC, where the law takes immediate effect, or like TN and MS, where the district court declines to issue a temporary injunction or the district court issues a temporary injunction and the appellate court overturns it, we may need to take some steps to limit our potential liability: when that happens, we'll tell you what we're doing as fast as we possibly can. (Sometimes it takes a little while for us to figure out the exact implications of a newly passed law or run the risk assessment on a law that the courts declined to enjoin. Netchoice's lawyers are excellent, but they're Netchoice's lawyers, not ours: we have to figure out our obligations ourselves. I am so very thankful that even though we are poor in money, we are very rich in friends, and we have a wide range of people we can go to for help.)

In cases where Netchoice filed the lawsuit before the law's effective date, there's a pending motion for a preliminary injunction, the court hasn't ruled on the motion yet, and we're specifically named in the motion for preliminary injunction as a Netchoice member the law would apply to, we generally evaluate that the risk is low enough we can wait and see what the judge decides. (Right now, for instance, that's Netchoice v Jones, formerly Netchoice v Miyares, mentioned in our December news post: the judge has not yet ruled on the motion for preliminary injunction.) If the judge grants the injunction, we won't need to do anything, because the state will be prevented from enforcing the law. If the judge doesn't grant the injunction, we'll figure out what we need to do then, and we'll let you know as soon as we know.

I know it's frustrating for people to not know what's going to happen! Believe me, it's just as frustrating for us: you would not believe how much of my time is taken up by tracking all of this. I keep trying to find time to update [site community profile] dw_advocacy so people know the status of all the various lawsuits (and what actions we've taken in response), but every time I think I might have a second, something else happens like this SC law and I have to scramble to figure out what we need to do. We will continue to update [site community profile] dw_news whenever we do have to take an action that restricts any of our users, though, as soon as something happens that may make us have to take an action, and we will give you as much warning as we possibly can. It is absolutely ridiculous that we still have to have this fight, but we're going to keep fighting it for as long as we have to and as hard as we need to.

I look forward to the day we can lift the restrictions on Mississippi, Tennessee, and now South Carolina, and I apologize again to our users (and to the people who temporarily aren't able to become our users) from those states.

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