Anxiety

[lillilah]

I'm having a lot of anxiety right now. The main problem is always "things I have to deal with". I don't worry a lot about the actual surgery, but I stress about getting to all my appointments (and having to go at all). Right now, I'm dealing with scheduling stuff. The gyn told me to see him after I see the anesthesiologist. In my inbox today, I got a notification of a change in my appointment for the anesthesiologist and an appointment to see the gyn after the original appointment with the anesthesiologist. So, I need to deal with this. Of course, it will be fine, but my stress isn't about the long term outcome. It is about dealing with things now. Anyway, I need to handle that soon.