lillilah | And now for more crazy

Wow! The crazy totally ramped up overnight. My anxiety has been a real issue this morning. I think I'm concerned about the government's response to the neurofeedback's lack of spectacular results. My psychologist has said from the beginning, though, that we are just going for small improvements. Or, I could be stressed about having to go back into town twice a week. Or, I could be stressed because I went into town yesterday. Or, it could be something else. We'll see how I feel tomorrow. In good news, the sky is blue today, and I was able to finally hang the laundry outside to dry instead of inside. I'm also happy with the new painting that I'm doing. I would like to paint some scenes from Murderbot, but I'm like a month behind on birthday cards, so I'll have to wait for a bit. I can at least paint a scene from Dungeon Crawler Carl for one of my friends in not too long. I really enjoyed painting a close up of some fancy mushrooms for Joel's mom, and I'm considering other closeups for some other projects or maybe some still lifes. I think next, though, I'll paint the Harry Potter owl, as I like owls. We'll see how it goes, though.

Update: Oh, yeah. And I should probably stop taking magnesium, since that can make me super anxious.